1. I am way to forgiving, and easily forgive...but am unwilling to change that characteristic of my personality. I consider it one of the many things that make me a good person (a good target too...but at least I'm aware.)
2. I can't write a story for more then two pages, I constantly re-read and then re-write the same two pages until I throw it away in a tantrum.
3. I have a penchants for the dramatics, but at the time of the drama I am unaware of it.
4. I do believe in true love.
5. I wish I knew who and what my grandmother was like...if maybe...I was a little like her.
6. I'm a sucker for a guy in a suite...or uniform.
7. I will never turn my back on you...I will never pull my ear from you...if you need me I will be there no matter what, family, friend, or a person I just met.
8. I will procrastinate my own funeral.
9. I love money...MY MONEY! and I spend it on anyone other then myself first...then I will spend it on me. Don't get me twisted...I'm not a gold digger and I don't put my faith in cold hard cash...too fleeting...but I love to have it, and spend it just as quickly.
10. I want to write a novel...many novels.
11. I want a secret library in my home, of cherry wood, and filled top to bottom with hundreds of books...with a fireplace and a comfy leather chair, so that when it rains, snows, or whenever I come home from work I can take a cup of hot tea, a cashmere blanket,and a good book and read until the sun comes up.
12. I see everything in life as photographs, paintings, and sketches in my life, and hear songs and music that make it move and describe it in every way...I prefer life without dialogue, just lyrics.
13. I am a people person...but HATE humanity...and hate serving or making you food! when will people learn not to piss off the people that can screw with their food!
14. I am the worst speller...and in some cases even spell check can not decipher what it is I am trying to spell!
15. I have a very strange perception on religion and religious people...I do believe in God...but to get in a conversation with me about it...I will challenge everything you believe and watch you stand and studder...you will either be converted (unintentionally) or your head may explode.
16.I stay fit by dancing in my room at two in the morning like a retarded string bean, I sleep as much as possible, and eat A LOT! (surprisingly though, what I eat when I eat it...is usually very healthy! OH AND I LOVE MILK!!!)
17. I am TERRIFIED OF ZOMBIES! I have nightmares about them, and I took a survey once that said I had a 95% chance of living through a zombie invasion but I would most likely die going back to save someone...nice right...but I don't want to be a zombie...so pick up your shoes and learn to run BECAUSE I AM NOT STICK'N AROUND!
18. I love my family...and miss my grandfather A LOT! I hope I can get to see him really soon...6 years is way to long.
19. Sometimes when I look in the mirror, I see my mother looking back...those are the moments when I feel beautiful.
20. I have low self-esteem, and high expectations.
21. I miss my sister, and my nieces....POOTER PANTS!
22. I hate Disney world....don't ask...if you want the story, bring a lunch...you'll need it.
23. 23...BIG DEAL!!!! this number is EVERYWHERE! and I love it! 2-3-5 my lucky numbers.
24. I wish my parents knew how much I respect and treasure them, I wish I knew how to show them...I would love for them to feel it...instead of hope-ing they excepted it.
25. I just want to have life be solid under my feet for awhile...instead of walking on a tight rope not seeing the safety net beneath you...I would like to be walking on the ground and have everything go my way for awhile...I'm just so tiered of wishing and doing without any idea where or when my work will pay off...and does anyone notice that I'm working hard..just to stay sane and happy for just few moments?
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