I made out with one of my co-workers yeasterday after work, I slept with another co-worker before that...and wanted to lastnight too but he didn't come through...
I have been drinking a lot more and more often....
I can't have a normal relationship with a man without it turnig sexual, becuase I don't know how to relate any other way...
All I want is someone to lay next to me and stroke my back, while we watch a movie and fall asleep to the sound of the rain...to kiss me when I'm sad or upset, I want someone to cook for, to laugh with...
I want to touch his skin and cause him to get goose bumbs...
I want to slow dance in the kitchen, and fall asleep on the floor.....
Am I crazy? Am I asking to much?
Do I sound like a for lorn bleeding hearted emo teen....I think I do..
And I'm discusted with myself...Throughly.
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