I just don't understand what they want...
When I have a job, I work too much and don't focus enough on school...
When I go to school there is just not enough hours, I took 15 and I have to get a job at the same time...wait they say you don't need to work...they want either or, they want both, back and forth all the time...they hate the way I do things, because I don't do it like they would have or have done it.
My mother took 30hrs and had two jobs, and made straight A's. I can't do that...I get burnt out.
My Dad didn't go to college, but he has an opinion on how I should be doing it.
They tell me to get the A's anyway I can, if I'm not making them get out of the class and do it again...so I did, I dropped a class that I was making a C and couldn't get above, now they are yelling at me, saying that they give me advice and I don't follow it so their not going to help anymore....They don't really help, they just advise, stand back, and watch me fuck up...then they yell, and scream and tier me down.
I'm just so tired...of feeling worthless.
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well that's not fair of them. working and going to school can get tiring that is why i'm only taking 2 classes at a time. whenever they yell and scream and carry about just put some good music on and let them carry on without letting them pull you down. FUCK ALL THAT NOISE!!!! they are always going to make you better they are parents they are here to annoy and try to help. TRY
ReplyDeleteYou're far from worthless, and I believe you should already know, if not feel it. The thing to remember is that it isn't their life you're in charge of, nor them of yours. Everyone is different, no matter how similar.
ReplyDeleteJust do things your way, love.